I was 18, my life was in transition and I had lost my confidence. I had just finished high school and was not playing any sport after playing years of volleyball, fast ball, track and badminton. Everything was changing in my life, including a move following serious family issues. I had withdrawn from my university program and was working as a server in a fast-paced restaurant. However, I was distracted and felt disoriented. I couldn’t keep my focus, and I knew that I wasn’t performing well and would likely soon be let go. Everything felt like I was free-falling and I didn’t know where I would land.

One thing I did know was that in my newly fresh faith, going to God’s Word was the only thing that could bring me direction and comfort. I read a verse in my devotions that leapt off the page right into my heart:

“Whatever you do, do it from the heart, as something done for the Lord and not for people.” -Colossians 3:23

It felt like fire in my heart, and I immediately felt my whole perspective shift. I could work from my heart, with all I had, for God; that was truly all that mattered.

My attitude and confidence completely shifted. I was having fun and enjoyed my work. My co-workers and boss asked me what had happened to me, and I could answer them honestly, “I prayed!”

Since then, Colossians 3:23 had remained one of my life verses. Whether I was playing a sport (which I happily got back to again eventually!), or working or leading a team, if I start to feel disoriented or lose confidence, I remind myself of whom I am focused on pleasing. I reorient my heart and do what I am doing enthusiastically for God, which brings out my very best.

-FCA-